Perfect betrayal

[Kennya Allen]

And you're calling my name, and you're panting, and your brow is creased, and your skin is glowing with the sheen of sweat only because of your energetic actions to keep me close to you. And I'm burning, my ears are ringing and burning and there's a buzzing in my brain and I can't see. I hold on to you because I can't feel. It's so intense my atoms are splitting and I'm seconds away from losing it all; consciousness, sanity, my ability to breathe. And I'm gasping as I feel the life being sucked away from me. And within an instant it implodes, and all comes rushing back and jump-starts my heart and you're pounding in my head.

I have no idea why you're crying, but you're whispering my name over and over.
And I'm not sure what we've done and I don't know how to correct it but I'm sure I don't care because I can't stop holding you close so much like it's death, and I'd do anything for you. And I know I'm responsible and if the Death Eaters will falls apart I'll make sure they blame me, not you, never you.

Now I understand. I was so confused and I didn't saw the truth. I didn't love that man. I was jealous on him. Because you were my best friend. The only one who could understand even my deepest emotions.